the next right thing

I'm going to an al-anon meeting tomorrow. End the cycle, stop it dead in its' tracks. I am very excited about being in a room filled with people who have been right where I am and therefore not having to explain that underneath it all I deeply, truly love my husband. I need to hear that I am not a freak for this and that I can manage to pull myself out of the wreckage even if I can do nothing for him. ouch. Rediscovering the possibilities of a girl named Sarah, day 1.